A peek into my mind.

Before I start this blog post I need to put a trigger warning: does post does contain domestic violence and at the end of this post there will be a national domestic violence helpline phone number. (Phone number: 800-799-7233)

this has been difficult to learn the difference between a healthy and a toxic relationship. my body would freeze up when you would get angry at me for not having done something because you forced me to be isolated when you when we lived in the countryside. When we moved back into the city I didn't go out enough. Then I got pregnant and you lost interest in me.

Then October our son was born and you denied he was your child. He's on never spent any time with me. Then end of April all the signs appeared you were cheating on me. I denied it to myself because I didn't want to be a single mom.

Make a meme and you ran out dumped your family for new one. My depression set in. I thought of jumping into another relationship but I stopped myself. I stayed single and waited pray to the universe to connect me to gether with my soulmate.

I escaped your negative and bullying mentality. I feel as though you are never a good energy to allow into my heart so I didn't. You made fun of this you called this contentment but I called it protection.

As as through the stressful bullshit I got more stuff fast on my goals. More determine on crashing through my goals. You have held me back for far too damn long.

I say this to you because of this relationship with you my future has been determined I am in college and I will become a business owner. I will become a good mother.

PS. Remember you have to protect yourself. No man or woman should ever be violent toward you. Reach out and get help you might not only save your own life but you may save someone else. You may give courage to someone who doesn't have it before. The national domestic violence helpline is 800-799-7233.

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